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Nervy thoughts, swinging moods Tonnes of accumulated unrest and feud Every minute when death waits While panic attacks take the bait No color, no joy No love for me boy No hope and no success Fully doped in the recess You don’t get dreams because you don’t sleep Pain and struggles drown you deep Cries and lament, makes you creep You don’t live because you don’t sleep There’s nothing left for me in this life God has been cruel and created strife I couldn’t clear the mess around me When depression caught, and pulled me inside thee Never was there a moment of happiness No source available at my end to harness Oh, this life is taking me down And slowly I lose control and drown You don’t fly because you don’t sleep Betrayals and breakups drown you deep Failure and void, makes you creep You don’t live because you don’t sleep Deprived of sleep for months Anxiety filled me throughout Left with no more strength Waiti...

For long, I was lost Far away from life My dreams shattered and tossed My failure story was rife Battled hard and got injured Hit by a thunderbolt Collapsed and fell Well beyond the underground Lost a huge sum Yet I kept mum My decisions turned negative Pulled me down like a sedative Blood tears flew down my cheeks I became an useless geek The effects of agony crept in Insurmountable pain swept in My competitors mimicked me For I was thrown into limbo Their approach enticed the sea While I was dead and crumbled None supported and I was ignored Soon I vanished into shadows None of the marks I created were left behind I was cleaned  - washed away by the soul-less wind Enough - That's Enough I said For I couldn't take the pain anymore I put myself into action With an urge to vandalize the pain inducing shore I worked hard and hard as bee On the way to create a new me With plan and tactics I went on To crush all the retards into an ion For l...